About a Day

I sit and I stare through the hair in my eyes.
I lie and dream, wish, and fantasize,
About a day that I wouldn't wish that I were dead.
About a day without cutting, regret, remorse, or dread.
About a day filled with laughter, fun , and joy.
About a day where I dont have to represent myself with a decoy.
About a day with no hurt, sorrow, or pain.
About a day full of rainbows and sunshine, no rain.
About a day where I could just sit back and chill.
About a day when people aren't all up in my grill.
About a day where I could relax and rest.
About a day when I'm at my best.
About a dya with comfort, family, and friends.
About one good day that never ends.
I sit and I stare through the hair in my eyes.
I lie and dream, wish, and fantasize
About a day
Just one special day.