Crash

I want to crawl out of my skin
Drag myself through these bleeding talents
As I backtrack, looking for a lost belief
Just an excuse to rott
Is all I need

Crash and burn before I leave the runway
Die before I hit the ground
Motivate me so I can stall
And plumet into the many obsticles
I have left from failed attempts at forfilling
A yearn I only wish I had

I never wanted this metamorphasis
I'm bleeding a trail of adolesent angst
I'd kill for the means to resist
To stay right here, aprahend the enevitable
Or find a hole to bury myself
And see how long I can hold my breath

Crash and burn before I leave this place
Die beneath my failed attempts at furfillment
A yearn I never wished I had

Abillity is nothing without intent
Falling to miss what I left in my wake
Burning what I know I need
Aptitude is nothing without a course
A will, that will to live, to breathe
To condemn yourself to everlasting conformity

I'd rather burn before I leave this place
Die before I hit regret
Motivate me, I will stall
And plumet into the existence
Of a life that I ones held in hope and awe
Now destitution is my course