Toremented Lies
I saw warmth in your green eyes,
Now they only remind me of your toremented lies.
Everyday that passes my heart is aching,
It's all your fault my heart is breaking.
You told me things were fine, they were okay,
But I knew they weren't much to my dismay.
I knew it hurt; I knew you were in pain,
I still cry, wanting it to be the same.
You hated your father and I did too,
I can still see the bruises he left on you.
He would yell and shout until you cried,
But the tears stopped when you found me to confide.
I was your comfort you once told me,
I was all you needed and I hoped you would see.
But it's too late, you are gone and I am broken,
Your suicidal thoughts went unspoken.
You stopped talking, you seemed dead,
I still can't imagine what was going through your head.
That's when they found you cold to the touch,
I had no idea you hurt that much.
A smile on your face a slit to your wrist,
You held the razor tight in your fist.
Your mother cried, so did your best friend,
He was the one who told me in the end.
I still remember hering you were gone,
I wanted to tell everyone that they were wrong.
How I wanted to show them that you were still here,
That you were at home, wearing that goofy leer.
But somehow I knew I was the one wrong,
I knew my friend was now and forever gone.
You scared my soul, you broke my heart,
Your death is still tearing me apart.
I couldn't help but cry night and day,
I still hear myself begging for you to stay.
My tears won't stop and I know exactly why,
It because I am uncertain and I pertain to cry.
I want to hear you just one more time,
So I know where you ended up is just fine.
I still want to see you, at least once more,
Just so I can stop the hurt I deplore.
I was the one who stopped your tears,
I was the one you came to when life brought new fears.
I was the one who comforted you when you cried,
I was the one who mourned your loss when you died.
I was your friend and you were mine,
Maybe that's why you tole me you were always fine.
I will miss you my firned,
I think everyone will miss you in the end.
Author notes
Yet another friend has commit suicide. I can't say much more than I miss him very much because not only was he a friend he was like a big brother.
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Wow. This is really emotional, it touched me because I have a friend who sounds like this...He's not just a friend, he seems like a brother to me. I have no idea what I would do if I lost him. Keep writing, I'm adding you to my favorites...
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Misguided Escape
I feel your pain again, and I know now why some people cry day in day out. This pain is not something truly to be forgotten or to push away. But even though, he chose that option, be thankful of the times that he came to you when things really did get bad and cherish the time that you spent with him. You will see him again, not in this life, but the next, perhaps, you two were together through many hardships, there will be a way for you to see him again.
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oh wow i am sorry... i think thats all i can say... u ever need someone to talk to, i can be here... wow... so sorry
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another great write
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i read this but i figured i had better comment on it so yeah here i am its beautiful darling!!!hope you write more on those stories until then*plays theme song*
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Uhhh don't you always sound retard Tasha? Don't get me wrong I love you and all but...*glomps you* that's why I love you!
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i forgotteded to applaud
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Sad
I really like it! Its purdy and I lufs it! *huggles* Its otay Evan I like the wording and the ryming. Its really good. Im sorry that you lost him. I have nothing but praise for this poem its just so...dark and emotional but pretty at the same time. hehe I sound retarded.
bur byes
natalie
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