Thoughts of him consume me,
Rip me into pieces and
engulf my insides, leaving me hopeless,
shattered, and broken.
He laughs as I cry
I can't shove the tears back inside.
I refuse to forgive-To forget him
I once had feelings, but pain is all that's real
What else is there to do when
living is unbearable, but
dying's no longer an option?
I want to die.
He wont let me die.
How long can I go until I break?
His existance is the only thing
binding me to this very earth!
Without him, I'm NOTHING.
At least I know that when this goes away.
The pain will always be there.
It's the only thing that ever stays.
Who do I turn to when the pain is not enough?
Drowning in my darkest sorrows..
I remember that I can't bring him back
I can't make him love me again.
I regret all of the things that were said.
I want so very much to take back all of the pain
that I have caused him.
I'm worthless!
I can't do anything right!
His words rip into my delicate flesh.
Everything's always my fault.
Author notes
I don't like this, either. It's pretty much just unstrctured ranting. It wasn't really worth posting. :\
Comments
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Intense poem hun... sometimes "flow-poetry" [as I call it. possibly others too? lol] can be amazing in it's own way-- People who constantly edit and re-do poems to make them "better" end up losing the raw emotion and meaningfulness. This, however, definitely contained a lot of good substance to it. Rant? Damn good one. haha
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Right dear I will not have you thinking you are worthless for if it wasn't for you my sorry but would not of been here! So dear NEVER think you are worthless and no matter how hard keep your head held up high and remember even if I'm not online message me if you ever want a chat either on here or on myspace, and I will be there! so is this about what you told me about earlier?
And another thing babe... this is not a bad poem heck it's not even rubbish or a little bit crap it is great and atleast ranting helps release!
Love you
~Your loving mother
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YAY FOR RANTS! in my oppion a rants are the best kind of writes. cause they show what you are truly thinking. you did a great job. if you ever need to talk! come to me! I will listen. I do that the best!
yours truly
Innocence
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you...
i...
erm...
*sighs*
what happened?
you mind telling me?
you're nto worthless
pain isnt your shelter
you definately won't ever be nothing
get that thought off of your head
and girl
i love you
nothing is your fault
i hope everything gets better
ur sis
~NeVeR~
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