She smiles, and nobody can see the pain inside.
Under a mask of lies is where she will hide.
Burrying her sorrow, it was mistaken for joy
Every trace of happiness, she did destroy
They'll never know how hard she cries.
They'll never see her, between the web of lies.
Broken trust exists, especially among her friends.
She's counting the days until her life ends.
Nobody knows of how she fell in love with a knife
They'll never know that she hates her life.
Nobody notices the scars on her arm.
Fabricating excuses, she disguises her self harm.
Nobody knows that she's a fucking fake.
Nobody knew of the life that she would take.
Author notes
I haven't been writing as much as I used to, and I miss it very much. I tried writing this at 2:00 in the morning, and it didn't come out very well.
The rhyme scheme is a bit annoying, as well. I might fix it later.
Comments
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You say you haven't been writing for a while but it definitly doesn't show.
This is very good piece of realism. hope all is well with you. Stay strong.
Good luck.
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wowness. keep fighting sweetheart!
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wow
i guess even though u havent written for so long
you still havent lost that talent
i hope u get ur butt and start writing again
cuz i really really miss your writes
i liked this part:
Burrying her sorrow, it was mistaken for joy
Every trace of happiness, she did destroy
but .. is anything bothering you?
you know you can tell me if u want to
cuz, ok, i kno i dont write those happy poems
but it'll worry me to see these poems from you
and babes .. you're not a fake
i'd kick the ass of the person who said so
love ya
sisters 4eva ♥
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Thanks, Chandni.
You're always so encouraging. Thanks.
I really miss writing, because I haven't been writing as much as I used to.
Life's been a little frustrating lately, I suppose. My great grandma was put in hospis care, because she was found to have lung cancer, my parents are still drinking really badly, school sucks and I can no longer achieve the grades that I used to, and things have been a little..off.. with Matt and I. Things are kind of hard sometimes, but I'm still trying to keep my head up. It's so hard. =\
How have you been? Are you feeling any better?
Thanks, again.
~Your loving sister,
Paige <3
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