For I know that I am not living up to who you want me to be
Lord there is nothing that I can say
To defend myself for why I am this way
Lord I need you helping hand
To help me land
To help me see your plan
Which I know is so grand
Lord I ask that you help me see
Who you want me to be
Lord I ask that you show me which way to go
For I need to know this now
Please show me how
Please show me a sign
Please help keep me in line
Only you know how bad this is
Only you can help me change
Only you can help me exchange
A want for a need
It is only your seed
Of wisdom that will
Help me grow
This I know
Lord I ask that you help me fight
With all my might
This sin
That is within
My soul
I am losing control
Lord I need you to help me stay
Lord I am begging you to guide me starting today!
Author notes
This is the first poem that I wrote as a christian. I gave myself to God and Jesus on October 2nd 2006. In this poem the sin is procastinating my school work during my forst semister in college. The sin is also continuing to do the bad habits that I do which I know is hurting my grades. So basically I am just coming to God with these dirty sins in my soul. I am asking him just to work within me in order to clean my soul and help show me which way to go at this point in my life.
