Thoughts

Hey,

    Well its been quite a while since i've added a blog.Well so far my  life has turned to shit.Let me start off by saying my close friend Josean Santiago was shot and killed 10/30.06...i dont mean to make it sound like i have no feelings..but theres no other way to say it...
    My life couldnt get possibly worse...well..i could lose someone else.And thats what im kinda afraid of...I love everyone even people who have hurt me in the past...And that certain someone knoes who he is....
    Just because where not together doesnt mean i dont care...If you died...if anyone...i wouldnt be living....
    Well lets see me and matt are doing well.We fight alot but w make up at the end of the day as always.Sometimes i feel like he doesnt feel the same for me but what do i know about love...obviously nothing except it hurts in the end..
    I'm very confused about alot of shit thats been going on.My emotions have been going crazy i dont know what to do...grrrr....im such a lunitic lol...

    But anyways i just wanted to tell everyone...that hold on to the people you love and always tell them you love them before they leave cause you never know if thats going to be the last time you see them ok..i love you guys sooo much..

I love you Josean ill miss you forever more....

~tiff!~