No longer such a thing as consideration
What's wrong with this picture?
No longer such a thing as respect
What's wrong with you?
No longer such a thing as your love
What's wrong with me...?
I've been everywhere
In my head
Here, there
This way back the other way
Hoping that if I wish for your love again
It'll come true
Hoping that if I just brush it off
I wont let your cruelty and controlling traits
Take over me
There's no longer such a thing as a sincere smile
There's no longer such a thing as a true love
No longer such a thing as "US" being happy
You don't even try
You could care less
You just don't give a f u c k ing sh*t
Dont give a sh*t about me
Dont give a sh*t about us
You would gladly replace me in a second...
I know all this though you think I dont
And yet, I'm still with you
Still coming home to eachother
Coming home to nothing
Sometimes I wish I could just stay at school
Yet I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
I just can't leave you
Not yet
Maybe not ever...
I am wasting my time
I know
Over and over
I fall for you
You don't even try
So baby
Why the hell do I ?!
Author notes
This is of my current bf....It hurts so much i dont know what to do. Baby I LOVE YOU YOU i made myself vulnerable for you. I told you things only few know...Why, why are you putting me through this....i can't leave you and you know that.
f*ck i hate that i love.....
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Comments
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This is a wonderful write. I can relate to these feelings of loving someone, but they don not care enough to love you back, or they just don't care about the relationship that you have together.
I really like the part;
"There's no longer such a thing as a sincere smile
There's no longer such a thing as a true love
No longer such a thing as "US" being happy"
You've written of a true thing. Good luck in my contest.
-La Tua.
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Well i have been down this road before, and its hard to pick and choose your battles. Be stronger then what your letting out to be, dont let a guy control if you are happy are if you are not. I love the strong emotion. Good job
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