Heartaches

When my heart fails me,
when it breaks,
when everything around me is so unreal, so fake.
When people's standards just don't fit my own,
When they swear and they shout and they drink...and I am so alone....
what can I do?

When my heart is hurting,
cos I feel all alone,
when there's no one to talk to
and I just don't feel at home.
When so many fears keep filling my head,
turning round and round and filling me with dread.
What can I do?

When my heart is aching,
and I want to hide under my bed,
when so many memories fill my head
when I long for days gone by...
when I don't want to say goodbye,
but know these days are gone for good and I want to cry.
What to do?

When my heart fails me,
when I wish people could see,
when I want to be accepted just for me.
When I'm fed up of feeling like second best
but know I won't win a popularity test,
What shall I do?

When my heart is hurting.
and I can't quite see the reason why,
when there's just so much rubbish going on inside...
when all I can do is cry.
When I see no light at the end...
and I am sure I'm going round the bend.
Is there anything I can do?

When my heart fails me,
when I am just so sad,
when I feel miserable...so bad.
when I an SO sick of this world,
and I long to enter the heavenly realms,
when I really just don't feel myself?
What am I going to do?

When my heart is hurting
and I feel so weak.
When So many answers to questions I seek.
When I am scared about the future
and all that it means,
when there are so many things to me still unseen.
I don't know what to do.

When my heart s pounding,
and my light just won't shine
becasue I have sssooo much fear inside.
When I long to tell them of what you have done
of how you knocked on the door of my heart...
came in and you won!
There must be something I can do?

When my heart is hurting,
when the tears just flow,
when I am wondering how much further I can go.
When tutors are moaning here and there,
tearing up my work...pretending that they care!
What will I do?

When my heart is aching,
my closest friends so far away
and I am sure that is where they are going to stay.
When it's just NOT FAIR!
but I pretned I don't care
and really I wish I could be with any one of them there.
I'm sure there is something I can do?

When my heart fails me,
when I lose a sense of purpose,
and there is so many things in this world out to hurt us.
When I can't look up and so I look down...
and I cannot see your holy thorn crown...oh NO!
Then something I MUST DO!

But Lord there is nothing I can do,
apart from give this all to you!
because my Lord you are the one who knows all,
the one who always listens to my call.
And in your strength I now must go
strong and brave to face the foe.

Without You my Lord I am so weak,
everything that has happened proved that this week!
But in your strneght I am so strong,
and it's only in you that I can go on.
But Lord it's so much easier said than done.
You really know what's best for me...
and when I fully learn to trust in thee,
WOW! I know I am going to be so free!

But Lord I so often forget,
trying to oive by my own strength.
Then the tears fall,
my life seems to crumble,
I am just not strong without you my Lord!
and so to you I must hold on...Oh lord won't you elp me to hold on!