How do I? (Version 2)

How Do I? (Version 1)
How do I get through the fact that your not here?
How do I hold on to someone that’s not there?
How do I get so happy to hear the sound of your voice?
Being without you, how is that a choice?
How do I move on, knowing that we will never be able to hold eachother?
Knowing distance is a bitch, and never again will we be together.
How can I continue, knowing that no one can amount to you,
knowing your one in a million and our feelings been so true?
How can you go leaving me behind?
How can I understand your reason over time?
How does days turn into months and months into years?
How does a year go by and I still don’t have you near,
and every single minute, you tell me you shed tears?
How will I ever get through the fact that you were mine,
and to see you again is worth every dime,
and every dime is worth every second with you,
...but not even
because my love for you is priceless.
How did I , how did you move on despite this?
How do I, how can I, how does, how will I, how do I
find the strength to get through all of this without ever asking why?
How do I live without you knowing I refuse to keep my emotions inside?
There’s so much more I want you to know,
there’s so much more I want to say,
but just know for now, without you
I will TRY TO survive another day.


-Ivona Patrick