I'm a failure.
I carry this disease.
I refuse to take
My medication
And the situation
Is so close
To being
Officially
Out of
Control.
This is my control.
This is my life.
This is my disease.
My excuse.
My failure.
And I’d like to keep it that way.
You have
No right
To know
Of my
Disease.
Much less
The right
To attempt
To
Cure
Me.
I like me for who I am.
With no release
And no escape
I can only find
My sanctuary
In my self pity
My misery
My disease.
If it happens
To be the reason
For my fatality
So be it.
I have faith
And I will die
When the time is right.
Yes,
There is a right time
To die.
When there’s
nothing more to learn,
When eyes can no longer see
Ears no longer hear
And the mouth speaks only abusive words.
The time for change
Is now.
Author notes
A little random, but honest about my emotions.
Written November 14th, 2006
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yesssssssss wonderful
HAHA yes this make me happy in a twesed way i love it it well put togeter and it so cool
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i love it, its bloody fantastic!!!!
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Beautiful, sweetheart. The last line says so much and I can't help but agree with you. The time for change with ANYONE is now, while we still have the freedom to do it. I can relate to this very much, and it's so powerful... WONDERFUL JOB!
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~Kami
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omg THAS WAZ AWESOME!!! i luvd it
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I like it. I can sense your emotions in it. Great write. Take care.
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