Beautiful Blasphemy

It’s been awhile since I could hold my head up high,
And it’s been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again.
I still remember the first time you said, “I love you”.

It used to always been raining in my head,
I never had the air to say, all the things I should of said.
So I’d speak to you in riddles,
Because my words always got in my way.

Your looks would make me fall apart,
Always making me want to dig that whole inside your precious heart.
You pulled me away from all the bad shit,
Without your help I would be dead.

My emotions I would hide,
But somehow you would always seem to know.
You are my angel, my savior.

This emotion constantly brings me to my knees.
I lost you once, I don’t want to do it again.

At times I was on the outside,
Always looking in,
I have the ability to see through you,
This you cannot lie…

I can see your true colors,
And I see something I don’t ever want to let slip through my fingers again.

I love you with every once of anything that’s left, that I have inside of me.
I need you to always remember that....tell me that you love me still.