I can't stand that you're not here with me
& I can't stand not hearing your voice.
I can't stand not being in your arms anymore
but I guess I don't really have a choice.
I can't stand that you're not around me everyday
& I wish that you could come back home.
You have a sister & a girlfriend who love you
& you know I just can't stand being alone.
I can't stand to even look at your house anymore
every god d.amn time I drive by.
I can't stand the intense emotion it gives me
it makes me want to breakdown & cry.
I can't even stand to look at Stacy anymore
because when I look at her all I see is you.
& I can't stand the constant flashbacks I get
of all the bulls.hit we've went through.
I can't stand not knowing what's going to happen
& I don't know if I'm mad or sad or confused.
I think that I just miss you so f.ucking much
I just can't stand being here without you.
I can't stand not being able to tell you that I love you
& I can't stand not being able to see your adorable face.
I can't stand sitting here alone without you baby
everything just feels so out of place.
Author notes
I miss Michael so f.ucking much. It's getting to the point where I'm getting mad because I miss him so much & I can't deal with it much longer.
Written November 9th, 2006
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BEAUTIFUL
i love the write your a very emotional writer its great and you really grabbed my attention <3mariah
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Powerful poem. Captivating write
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O KEY DOE KEY
Hey bb whatz up ya I know that u like mike still and stuff but be lucky for what u got. And right now u got Nate, why can't u live wit tat? but whatever what do i know right!! well it was good and i think writing poems is a good way to let out ur anger I mean like that's what my sister does and just express ur feelings, but then again What do i know!!! Well got 2 go love ya /practicly big sis!!!!!
♥_____Freddy_____♥
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awwwwwwwwww!
this is soooo sweeeeet!! love is such a wonderful thing but when it comes to being without them.. OMG! it is soo tough to go on with our day without his touch, kiss, voice, ect. I loved this soo much.. many can totally relate to this! great use of expressing your fustrations and anger, it just came out so wonderfully! keep it up! muaaaaahz
♥Kerry
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Kick ass!
Awww this is sweet. I'm soo sorry hun. I'm sorry that you miss Mike this much. When we get older everything will be ok. I promise. We won't get in trouble by our retarded parents and u n Mike will be able to be around each other. It'll be great. Three more years. I'm with you every step of the way hun. I love you soo much. We are practically sisters. Great poem hun. keep it up!!
♥Alyssa♥
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