The Pain

I glance at myself and discover that I have a miserable soul;

Digging deep into the snow…cold and drenched with woe… 

Eager to find a way to be with you.



But is it possible to be with oh, such a perfect being…

Such as you?



Indeed…

I find you the most intriguing guy I’ve ever been acquainted with…

And if it be so

That I cannot be with you;

I shall tremble,

I shall be forever alone.



The pain within is so severe…

I feel as if I am dying every day…over and over…again and again…



I ache every night…

Physically hurting, with a nauseous throbbing in my stomach,

Head pounding with oh such pain…

Every inch of me has this sting that I’ve never felt ‘till now.

My eyes are red from the thousands of tears pouring from my heart…

And I stare,

I stare more often into the abyss of my mind…

For in there…I am with thee…it’s the only place that you and I are together.



This is of the most extremities of love…

Our love.



To be apart

So far apart.



Hard it is…

I am aware.



I didn’t mean to wound you…

I injured myself as well…



I wished for this…

On the contrary,

It is incredible how much my soul, mind, heart, and body desire you.

I want you more than I ever have before…



Love is the key concept to this poem,

However,

Only if you want it to be.



I am sorry for what I did…

I will see you again.



You say that you think you will always love me…

I feel the same towards you my love…

I feel the same.



I feel so certain about you…

You are the guy for me.



But for now I say adieu... my passionate love from the distant terrain…

Fret not…we will indeed be together once more…

Forever more…