I confess..
I lay on the bathroom floor,
crying.
I concerned my parents,
too much.
I yelled at them when they told me
I couldn't’t trust my friends.
But I start doubt..
Sometimes I hate them,
My so called ‘friends’..
I want to trust them
Somehow I can’t...
I can’t trust the ones I spent
All day with
I know I’m changing
I am too confused
I don’t know what is the best either
I know you don’t like to see me
So different.
I’m still the same me,
I think ..
Thank you for supporting me
My thoughts
In these insecure times of change
Thank you for giving me the hit
The hit of reality,
At the moment I was weakest...
I confess..
I lay on the bathroom floor,
Screaming, crying
I confess..
I do care about others
Though I hate it
I am scared
but there's no way I'll ever confess
Author notes
this is the way I feel at this very moment .. I am crying at this very moment .. I hate myself changing..
Written November 6th, 2006
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I really liked the raw emotion in this. It was frustrating to read so I can only imagine how you felt at the time. Although this is something alot of us have felt at one point or another in life, it is good to reflect on these times and see how far we have moved on.
Awsome write I loved it!!
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I really like this poem..it is good. Very powerful and deep. Keep up the writing. Take care.....Jen
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thanks for your support.. my parents think it's OK for me to make a change.. but ..they don't know how my enviroment reacted.. there'll sure be more poems about this online later..
Omichi -
I really liked the poem, your emotions show through very well. Though, you seem upset... I truly hope things work out for the better.. as I am sure they will. Alot of times when something good in our lives is about to change we become upset,and frustrated, and other times, when something is changing for the good, it gets worse before it gets better. Things like this are very hard to understand. Also, in this case, you would probably be better off listening to your parents. (just an idea)
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Omichi~
Hey! I thought that this was a really good poem. It was nicely written. I see your emotions in this. I hope that everything works out for the best. Keep on writing and thank you for sharing this with me.
~!~Manda~!~
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