Human Disgrace

Sometimes I feel like stabbing someone,Just to giggle laugh or have fun.
Then you see the fright in my face, and opened your arms for to, embrace.
My mind thought to ignore your lies, my heart seeks the love you provide.
My body thought to follow through, My tears it seems they have no clue.
When I look in your eyes and see my face, I turn around to run and pace, The reason for this I know not why, For my ugliness can't be described.
The hate and fury I have in my heart shows in my eyes and takes me to start,to try and win this long hard race on the path of human disgrace.
I cry for the memory of this horrible life, that makes you hate me and all my type.

Author notes

This is my first step in sharing my poetry hope it wont be to hard on your eyes. Any constructive criticism is welcome. Thank-You
Written October 5th, 2006