i've done to much

welcome back to the world of hate and denial
god damn it took awhile
but i don't know the man i see in the picture
this man has a heart that's just a fixture
it can be removed and replaced
love can be lost but the stains will never be erased

who is this man i see
is this the real me

i could give two shits about your life and what you got
my soul is too cold to hold and my brain is too hot
it boils and festers on the cells of life
so never wonder why i envy my own strife
the picture is now clear
this is a man who will not shed another tear

this lost and broken man i see
is a man who just wants to be set free

the chains of hate hold me tight
these are chains i will never fight
anger is as close to god as we can get
do you think he could give a shit
when the hate hits we don't even remember to take a breath
so what makes you think we even think of death

this man is so cold how can that be
this man is the real me

i don't give a fuck its all a game
the ending never changes its all the same
we all must meet our fate
so why not spread a little bit of hate
i shed my blood for you each time i let you speak
the dam can only hold so much till it starts to leak
fuck what you know and how it went
it was a summer earned and a winter spent
i can feel deaths caress every time we touch
it's one sided and i've done too much