Christmas of 96
seems so long ago,
the last time i saw you...
but i didn't know.
The visit was so short;
they tried to keep me away,
I had no control
but I still found a way.
One of your gifts from me~
simple, but full of creativity
you said ' Mommy let me color one for you'
will you lay and watch me?'
So we layed on the floor
with markers in hand,
I said 'jimmy go un natural'
creative is the way to be'.
You stayed in the lines
and flooded the page with colors;
and on that day
my heart filled of it's flowers....
for it was the first time
you wrote four little words
without asking for my help,
that have lasted forever afterwards.
You wrote 'I love you mommy'
and I just filled with tears,
but you didn't see them
they've stayed with me all these years.
Your fake gramma was mad
she said you never colored for her,
she said you scribbled
and that day she cast her curse.
I'll never forgive her
but i knew they were fake
it was my blood
she was determined to fore sake.
Ten years later
and I still hold you near
worrying every day,
but it gets easier every year
One day I will find you...
Don't ever think not !!
Merry Christmas dear Jimmy
this day I have never forgot
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