pain of truth.

i have been one with another for a long time...
now i am one with nothing no return on my love...
i have the eternity to me to figure it all out,
but i will never accept it and always send out my side.

weather i am loved in return or not,
i shall never truly know completely,
i still feel love from her,
but i feel a void grow also.

i have given my heart for the last time,
i will not let go,
even if not with her,
she shall always be mine to hold.

i am a safety net.
a device designed to keep her up,
to stop her from falling,
and in return i see her happy, always.

as long as she is happy, i don't care about myself,
as long as she is happy i could care less if i die,
as long as she eternally stays happy,
but if she is saddened by he death of me then i cannot die.

She will eternally be happy with or without me.