You're getting out of jail in 6 days
& to be honest with you I'm really scared.
I'm scared to see how much you've changed
because the amount of time you've been in there.
I want to know if you still love me
& I want to know how you truley feel.
I can't beileve you're getting out in 6 days
it just seems so f.ucking unreal.
Do you know how long I've waited?
Waited here for you to come home?
It's been so empty & cold without you here
& I always feel so f.ucking alone.
I've been right here waiting for you
but right now I'm scared as f.uck.
You said you would still love me when you got out
but right now that just isn't enough.
I've always been told that jail changes people
& just look at what happened to Raul.
& you've been in there longer than he was
January 7th was the last f.ucking time I saw you.
I still love you with all my heart
& I hope that you still love me too
But when you get out of jail in 6 days
I'm going to be scared as f.uck to see you.
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My boyfriend of 3 years is getting out of jail in 6 days from today & I haven't seen or talked to him since January 7th. I'm scared to see how much he's changed. I'm just so f.ucking scared.
Written October 27th, 2006
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Hey hun,
I truely love how u worded this.You described how you felt when Mike is gonna get outta jail.I'd be scared as hell too.Hes prolly changed u just might not recognize him.But I kinda know how u feel..seein how much ppl change when u haven't seen em in so long.
Deep breathe hun...maybe he didn't change that much.I guess you'll have to wait 6...5...4...3...2...1 day(s) to find out.(lol) Keep up the kick-ass work hun...n good luck when u see him. s
Love u always,
~!*BFF KB*!~
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This is awesome man. I'm scared too. lol! I can't wait to see my ex cuzin. lol! He prolly looks different. But I dout his personality changed. Well girl keep up the great writing. Love ya.
♥Alyssa♥
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