Giving everything and my all
winds of change started happening
life growing cold as winter creeps
heated passion started fading out
and I can see her now, dancing around
trying to impress me with her all
playing a foolish dance of fakeness
All her baggage in tow, I just want to forget
let go of all the joy; for nothing was real
all of the pain from time that was wasted
I took your guilt and placed it into me
for I felt so very wrong for everything;
and now I kiss it goodbye; letting go forever
our last dance ended fatally, heat died
who's sleeping my side of the bed tonight?
looking next to me, looks like shadows of misery
have you ever cried so hard? Numbness inside
baby you just died, after everything I did
and there she goes again, lies, screams
another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste, and use you
none of it is real though for it's just a play
I just wish that I could replace all the memories
of what makes my blood run cold,
and as your blood flows through me,
I say goodbye to what we had;
my love you didn't deserve, I see that clearly now
winds of change started happening
life growing cold as winter creeps
heated passion started fading out
and I can see her now, dancing around
trying to impress me with her all
playing a foolish dance of fakeness
All her baggage in tow, I just want to forget
let go of all the joy; for nothing was real
all of the pain from time that was wasted
I took your guilt and placed it into me
for I felt so very wrong for everything;
and now I kiss it goodbye; letting go forever
our last dance ended fatally, heat died
who's sleeping my side of the bed tonight?
looking next to me, looks like shadows of misery
have you ever cried so hard? Numbness inside
baby you just died, after everything I did
and there she goes again, lies, screams
another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste, and use you
none of it is real though for it's just a play
I just wish that I could replace all the memories
of what makes my blood run cold,
and as your blood flows through me,
I say goodbye to what we had;
my love you didn't deserve, I see that clearly now
liars will eventually get what they have coming
my heart has been torn in two,
yet people are bypassing my tears,
can't anyone see them as I lay down and cry?
or is it they aren't seeing them
or is it they aren't seeing them
from false stories told about me
that aren't true and real?
I'm alone and finished...but that's just for a season
she came, and went, I gnawed through my lip,
makeup smeared in her eyes, disbelief comes
each sob's a reason to say good-bye
for my heart doesn't belong to someone that lies
sometimes when your holding on,
I'm alone and finished...but that's just for a season
she came, and went, I gnawed through my lip,
makeup smeared in her eyes, disbelief comes
each sob's a reason to say good-bye
for my heart doesn't belong to someone that lies
sometimes when your holding on,
you'll never see the light
with the flowers in her hair,
with the flowers in her hair,
gazed upon with dead lovers eyes,
she never looked so good
and I never, felt so right, I felt so wrong....
for the only thing I feel right by is
and I never, felt so right, I felt so wrong....
for the only thing I feel right by is
kissing her goodbye
Gold trophy winner
Adding your comment:
another shiny for you congratulations 
no more words need be said as all have already been.
Thank you so very much for your kind words....I'm glad you like the background! 
Thank you so much for your kind words! 
wonderful job!
you want my work published??? mine? 
