He was my shield; he was
my armor. He was
my sworn protector. Ever in need
of a savior, it was he
who brought me safely home...
carried me from the flames
that would have consumed me.
When faced with the loneliness
of a loveless existence,
it was he who brought me solace.
The memory of his embrace
can warm me still. Everything I needed
was in his arms. I found my release
in him, and loved without abandon.
He was my blessing and my curse--
my virtuous traitor.
I sacrificed so much for him--for his caress,
for his soft kiss. My marriage,
my crown, my honor--gave myself
to him completely. I sacrificed
a kingdom for salvation,
but I regret nothing.









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