We're all a little Insane.

One day you're going to forget my name, who i am and what I'm all about.
But, I'll never forget you.
I let you ruin me,
One day, Maybe I'll be Okay.
I know i wont be anytime soon.

You say " You're such a little innocent thing"
I say " innocent? INNOCENT? are you joking!?"
Look what i got myself into.
Now, i figure I'll always be this way.

Afraid of everything and everyone.
Afraid of trusting people.
How am i supposed to be Innocent ?
Because i don't tell anyone what you did to me.

For months, until finally,
You must of gotten sick of me.
and moved on, and hurt another girl
beyond belief.
You don't know how bad i wanted to tell someone
what you were doing.
You're lucky i didn't.

But i knew i couldn't,
because then you'd tell them what i had been doing to myself.
and I'd be sent away.
I saved your ass.
When i see you.
I want to rip your throat out.

But, then i feel these feelings for you,
Why?
I don't know.
After what you've done, i ask myself....
How can i still love him, how can i still care about him.
People say maybe i still love you is because you were my
first love.

I wouldn't call what you did to me "Love."
Not even close to that.
I always hope that maybe one day i can forget your name,
But, I know that it'll never happen,
Once something happens like what you did to me,
No one would be able to forget about it,
About the person who ripped their soul out.

Who treated them like shit, like they were nothing.
We're all a little insane.
But you.....
I cant even think of what you are.
You disgust me,
You make me sick.
6 and a half months of my life, ruined.
By one guy, whom i trusted with my Heart.