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Your fear sufficates me,
As I lay dying in your arms.
I tell you everything's okay,
And smile sweetly.
You believe me,
And continue to bind me.
I need the love you have given me,
But i pray to get away,
I need to throw myself in the deep end,
I need to jump from chance to chance,
I need my soul to blossom.
One day, I'll fall off the edge,
And stay there.
As your walls fall down.

Author notes

i dont know when or where this is from, i simply found it one a peice of paper, in my bedroom, in my handwriting.
i have no memory of it, and no idea which ex it is about.
Written October 19th, 2006