When I can't see my old friends
Or even talk to them with the same bond we use to have
I miss the way it was back then
When nothing else mattered but them
And as I've gotten older
Everything has faded
Everyone is so damn complicated
I argue and fight
Hardly ever sleep at night
Working all the time
Wanting nothing but a drink at the end of the day
Is this how it's always going to be?
Sitting around with no money or even food
No transportation to visit the ones that I love..
I often wonder if I'll even make it
To the age of 25..
I wonder if I'll live in a shit hole forever
With no one around to back me up
When I'm feeling down
Because I've lost all my friends
Been months since I've even seen them
Will they still be around
When I'm back on my feet?
Will they understand why I've been gone
Trying to keep bad shit off my plate?
Well I guess I can't complain..
Nothing lasts forever








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