that peircing look

play another song
on that gutiar of yours
pretend to disapear
lose all that means
anything to you.
raining this pain
you wear my name
on your sleeve
remind me that I
I will never be good enough.
I saw a look
a peircing stare
resentment.
You took me in
held me save
held me high
only to release me
as high as you could.
the tears have run
dry and are never
running down again.
Kiss me with those poisen lips
your iron grip around my throat
pain still lingers here
as remorse and fear
line these bed sheets tonight.
gone with the wind
gone away
you're hiding away.
You spoke a quiet whisper
in my ear, slowly.
waiting as we parted
standing in the rain
for my many hours
hoping you were joking
kidding like you used to do.
I secretly passed my grief
and ran in rage
away from this place
disapered into the fog.
You stood infront of me
with that look across your face
turning my pain into heartburst
broken and crushed
you look so much like him.
Same face,
same attitude
same look,
oh that look it haunts,
burns and tears
my peice of happiness
you drag under this ocean
of emotion and dismay.
You look like him,
the man I thought
would never stop loving me,
I should know better
after all that's been done.
to know better than to fall
in love with someone
who will always
find someone better than I will ever be.
Black coat
long and dark as night
submerg into this dungeon
of hell you've placed me in.
I loved you so you will come
come to this eternal grave
your words are the final stroke
on this dead ground.
Fuck loving you
You only drag me down.
Baby you know what you do
you love to see me cry
you love to see me beg
for the light of another day.
Fuck this merry go round
I am done.
like father
you run
promise of a better day
so slight.
So sinister,
so empty,
hollow the tomb,
entomb me in this place
your memories lay still on these walls
photographs in black and white
slowly the frost will peel them off
and onto the cold floor
where I shall be waiting,
cold and alone.