I hate you forever

Tonight was supposed to be special
You know it meant a whole lot to me
But you left me standing at the side of the street
Waiting only for you
Some guys passed me and called me a whore
Asking how much I charge for the hour
All because I wore the dress you said you liked
The one that fit against me like second skin
You told me the black leather was perfect for tonight
I even put my hair up for you
Waving down with a lot of hairspray
I wore the bright red lipstick to match the moodsetting
It was supposed to make you bewitched
I even wore the black high heels you liked
The ones where it looks like I have miles of legs

But you never showed up
You never even had the curtosy to call
For a whole week I thought you died
But then I saw you with HER
The perfect body with full blonde hair
Her smoky gray eyes that bore into your skin
You kissed her there behind the building
You fondled her in plain view
You never once saw me
I just happened to be walking by
I just happened to be in the wrong place
Wrong time
Or maybe it was the right place and time
I learned my lesson that day

I hope you die
I hope you suffer
I hope she's a bitch
I hope she uses you for money
I hope she's married and you don't know
I hope you have five kids with diseases
I hope you have to work three jobs to support her
I hope she's a crack addict
I hope you have a wonderful life

I hate you forever
I hate you for always
As long as you're living
My floormat you'll be