The days weigh heavy on my half filled heart,
and the nights blind my tinted windows in the dark.
Choices I have made without guidance to start,
impacted my journey to soar like the lark.
I wish to bring forth amnesty and not part.
Young Maiden who graces my presence with beauty,
from the purest waters in the deepest of seas.
Fool I am not in the eyes of nobility.
Why do you speak to me with harbored anxiety?
What is it you desire from my chalice exactly?
Please Sir if I may petition sincerely,
the hour to bring closure to myself spiritually.
Daggers have tested my fleshes elasticity;
imbedded to the bone and penetrated deeply.
I ask without hesitation to spare my newborn baby.
What do you give in exchange mere mortal?
Are you willing to give of yourself whole?
You have not proven to hold a loving soul.
Remember the pillow over the Innocent you cradled?
First born that you decided took more of a toll.
I disagree for my lungs expand lovingly.
She had hideous and unsightly birth deformities.
Not one person would look upon her physically.
Her wretched body alone destroyed her completely,
it was not me for I'm the Innocent one you see.
Well it appears your wrath unleashed rather quickly.
Disappointment smothers your blanket of sympathy.
It reeks of hatred others unwillingly breathe.
How dare you stand without remorse and admit not guilty.
Heartless wench who mocks with hypocrisy.
I do not need you now or ever feathered demon.
The wings you wear perpetrate the dark side of Heaven.
Take the spawn and claim her then.
She obviously is not one of my closest kin.
I'll just have another and begin again.
With Light as my witness and Savior;
you will never in a lifetime have a her
or a him to bring forth torment, I incur.
Every ounce of energy you will currently endure.
Mercy granted for the babe, you however are now a blur.
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