Now That You're Gone

Feeling so shaken

Feeling so dull

Beginning to throw

My heart into the wall

It pounds and it hurts

And it swells & it aches

I constantly swear

That ill never break

Im wishing to die

To rid of this pain

Im washing my face

As the tears fall like rain

I cant sleep at night

Nor in the day

The sun sets then rises

The moon no longer sways

The tears keep on coming

As I no longer can keeping going

My mind is racing

As my heart is now slowing

The pain in my eyes

The quiver in my voice

Im constantly pushing

As if I have no choice

You'll never realize

The pain that Im in

As my frown overcomes me

And I no longer grin

Im stuck in this sorrow

As you are away

Please dont go

I was hoping you'd stay

I cannot endure this

I cannot keep on

My heart is shattering

As my mind is now gone

I write when Im down

And when something is wrong

And when something is missing

And when I am not strong

To send out a message

So someone may see

The person Im missing

Is the other half of me

He wont see the tears

That I constantly cry

And I cant keep them in

No matter how much I try

This just keeps flowing

And every emotion is true

Im looking for hope

But Im feeling so blue

I cant recognize

This girl in the mirror

She makes the pain

So perfectly clear

She once was so happy

And now she cant grin

Her mind is growing weary

As her soul is now thin

The food has no taste

And the songs have no meaning

She tries to look forward

To a place that is gleaming

But now I cant find her

She is so lost

She wants the pain to leave

No matter the cost

And when I call

I tell him Im fine

When the pain is unreal

And the movement of time

This is not a cry for attention

This just to release

Some of the pain

And for it to cease

And to leave behind

All that I knew

The better of me

Something so true

And now its beyond me

I cannot return

And I cannot let

All of this burn

Im stuck in this torment

I cannot move on

As if my worlds crumbling

Now that you're gone.