What Was I Thinking?

What was I thinking?,
What was running through my mind?,
I thought you were the one,
I thought I loved you.

We thought we would last forever,
You and I starting a family after college,
Having a happy future,
Nothing going wrong,
I guess I was just blind,
I young teenagers fancy,
That would never happen.

What was I thinking?
What was running through my mind?
I thought you were the one
I thought I loved you.

That night we went out,
Dressed in a gown and a tux,
A romantic night you planned,
Just for me,
I should have known,
You only wanted one thing,
You wanted me in bed.

What was I thinking?
What was running through my mind?
I thought you were the one
I thought I loved you.

I didn't want you to leave me,
So that night I followed through,
You took one priceless thing from me,
That I will never get back,
But you added something as well,
This child within me,
That you will never meet.

What was I thinking?
What was running through my mind?
I thought you were the one
I thought I loved you.

I walk around now alone,
You left after that,
You found out I was pregnant,
And at only fifteen,
All because of you,
And now you are gone,
I made a mistake.

What was I thinking?
What was running through my mind?
I thought you were the one
I thought I loved you.

Walking the streets,
And getting weird looks,
Makes me question,
What was I thinking?