Theres nothing I can do
To alleviate the pain
That's building inside of me
Consuming my soul
And corrupting my being
I feel
Like the time its taking to breathe
Is making me
Start to drift away
I can't feel
Myself anymore
I left my body long ago
I felt too many things
So I just slipped into the crowd
I've been cursed
While I was trying to protect myself
I shielded life
I hid from my feelings
I thought way too much
And now I'm all alone
I did my job too well
So now I have more pain than before
My solution
Is to sit and cry
It's much easier than talking to anyone
I wonder
If I can put myself back into me
Erase all of the things I did
Remove the pain and misery
I caused myself and you
I'm sorry
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Written October 2nd, 2006
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