Prayer to the god that doesnt listen.....

When i fall asleep tonight
In dreams and fantasies ripe
Please hold my eyes shut, fast and tight
Dont let me wake up in the morning

When my head is nestled in slumber
Rich in freedom and youthful wonder
Dont break the spell in which im under
Dont let me wake up in the morning

When worries become but yestadays fault
No need to run, reject or revolt
Dont make me deal with tomorrows result
Dont let me wake up in the morning

How long before you finally see?
I cannot live real life...im far to weak
Entrap me forever in eternal sleep
I cannot bear the pain of the morning


Oh Lord
I cannot believe how you would keep
A soul like mine on its feet
Every breath i take sickens me
Please spare me your hell of the morning


And yet i arise
With drooping eyes
Gods fucking way
To patronise
Picturing another
Days demise

To repeat my prayer before morning