Standing Strong

I'm sitting here in the midst of October
weary,cold yet beautifully bare
holding onto something i know
asking why do i cry, why do i care
the love i knew so long ago
was woven from my heart
yet I'm still standing, not letting go
not taring myself apart
years ago in lifes still silence
I'd hurt and cry, and smile so sad
not knowing who I'd be today
not knowing why i was so mad
but i grew up, became so strong
now noone can bring me down
i promised myself over and over again
i swear i will not frown
the rain...it falls, the wind...it blows
yet goes through life un-noticed
thats how i was or how i acted
but to them i could not show this
a love so pure and discrete
a pencil with a few words to spare
ill sing my heart out..will you listen
to these words i want to share..



but im still standing strong because ive lost my way
and im still standing strong every day
but ill carry on until i find my way
and ill still carry on but theres nothing left to say








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