I Didn't Mean To Love You

I didn't mean to do this, or start you in this war
I didn't mean to love you, I should have thought before.

I didn't mean to need you or ask you to stay,
I'm sorry for this game of love you always have to play.

My heart didn't mean to see you, and feel like your my all
I didn't mean to ask you to catch me when I fall.

In fact I asked you not to. Don't worry anymore
Let me drop and crumble...next time let me go.

I'm sorry for causing you everything that I do,
I'm sorry for falling madly in love with you.

I didn't mean to make you need and love me back,
I should have showed you first, the perfection i lack.

I know it's complicated...didn't want you to get you involved
I'm sorry for these worries that always remain unsolved.

It took forever for me to speak...
To tell you that my heart is slowly getting weak.

Now I know why it's so hard. It's cause this you don't deserve,
You need to realize the pain I'm not worth.

I wish I never said a word, and just rocked myself to sleep
I wish you'd never listen to my heart when it speaks.

I didn't mean to love you or come into your life
I didn't mean to make you wait till I could be by your side.

I made a mistake when I promised you forever,
I depended on you so much...I should have been more clever.

Why do I do this? I even messed up with you.
Things will still get worse...this you don't need to go through.

Communication gets worse, giving us less to hold on to,
Pretty soon I'll turn around and I'll find you gone.

Get out while you can, please don't take the chance,
Get out while you can, find another to romance.

I wish I could run, but I'll always be right here,
Please just go and save yourself, before another tear.

Nothing gets better. it only gets worse,
So get out while you can...the pain I am not worth.

I wish I didn't hurt you...I wish I wouldn't miss you,
I didn't mean to long for you or long to finally kiss you.

I didn't mean to love you, but I'm sorry I just do!
Everyday I'm falling more in love with you!