everytime

Everytime I'm with you
I cant help but wonder,
wonder what it would be like to
kiss you one more time
to feel your arms around me
to feel your lips on mine!

Everytime I'm not with you
i wonder how you are,
and im glad we havent passed each other
in the streets so far.

Everytime I try to sleep
bit and peices or the memories
come flodding back for revenge
the memories haunt me day and night
they wake me up crying
as if it happening again.

Everytime I see you,
I cant help but feel so low
because when you walk in that door
It not me you care for anymore
It use to be
but now its not
you killed me that night
my life is gone
and I'm to sceared to ever love again.

Everytime you walk in that door
i notice how everyone turns to look at me
i feel them try and comfort me
I hear them telling me ts all ok
I know they are there but i never seem to care.
I put on a smile
I put on a grin
I try to act like I dont care

but i know you can see straight through my wall
the wall around my heart
is all that, thats stopping you
from hurting me so much,
but that wall is crumbling
that wall is fadding
that wall is distroid by the bombs you keep dropping!

I'm not that girl anymore
but you will always have me heart
just dont hurt me again
cuz another heart break from you
is like a knife through my heart!