and i dont want her to see me like this
stareing endlessly in to the darkness twiching and screaming and destroying myself with my razor blade.
yelling i hate you even though i dont mean it.as you run to the bathroom to get towels for my blood soaked wrist.and as you wrap my arms in them you tell me it will be ok even though i know it wont. i hear the sierns yell close by. and with the last bit of hope i tell her i love her and i didn't mean for this to happen. and as i begin to fade in to darkness i think this could have been a voided if she would not of cheated. and then i took my last breath.
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Written September 18th, 2006
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