elizabeth.

time stops, life stands still,
worlds plunder, and topple under,
i gave everything, everything i had,
which was nothing, nothing but you.

in this time and place i sit,
you know i am alone without you,
you know your all i have,
but i still let you free.

if you love me as much as i love you,
you will come back to me,
such as a song bird, a dove,
does for its lover.

in time life stops,
minds twist and turn,
bones dry out and crumble,
but still there is something there...

i may die first,
or it might not be me,
but either way it hurts,
for both you and me.

in my life i see,
all my hurt and all my pain,
in my life what i have to gain,
anything but most of all you.

you are free to roam the world,
free to do as you please,
but i fear to know your alone,
unless your still with me...

you love me so,
and i love you to,
but in the end,
neither will be not true.

we both know that this life hurts,
you for your desire,
and me for you,
but in the end...

i weep,
i cry,
i live,
i die.

you are there,
but i am not,
it scares me,
but i live with it.

i know you want it,
so i let it be,
i kept you to long,
just for me.

i sit still,
i stand alone,
i think nothing,
i fill a glass a drop.

i want to do things,
i want to be free,
but even if you were to let me be,
i have nothing to do.

nowhere to go,
no one to hold me,
no one that is,
but you...

i want to drink to see my clumsiness,
i want to do things with people,
but even if you told me to,
i couldn't do it for i love you...

i want to do things with a new friend,
i want to do things with her and you,
but i don't want to make you,
nor do i want to do it alone.

she likes me yes,
but i couldn't leave you,
i wouldn't for her,
nor for one i craved longer.

i gave up the one before,
and now i give you to,
the one before she left me alone,
but to you i leave you with me.

we are together,
but you can do anything,
we are together,
but i am alone.

i have no one else,
you have the world,
i have nothing else,
but you have friends.

the one i have are dead,
all but one or two or three,
the ones you have live,
and will live just for you.

i contemplate doing things,
but i never do them,
i look for friends,
but turn them down.

i look to do things that i did with you,
with people i want but not to you,
but i don't want to for i might loose you,
so i turn down living as i have given you.

in this time, and in this realm,
life lives not but this is to overwhelm,
my thoughts my feelings,
all are gone, i look up to the ceiling,

but nothing.

i think, i see you.
i blink, i see you.
i flirt, i see you.
I'm dirt, i see you.

you are my self,
yet you are your own,
i am yours,
but yours alone.

i had you for mine,
and i never thought,
i didn't think of how it hurt,
to bring someone with everything to a world of nothing.

i brought you to my life, and it took me 1 year,
11 months,
and 16 days to see,
it hurt, it hurt you more then me.

so i set you free,
and for 6 days,
i couldn't sleep, think or live,
without thinking of you.

i love you so be with me till the end ill see you soon but you will still be free yet mine.  goodbye for now i will give you more soon...