trapped in a mind my own

trapped in a mind my own,
trapped in a house,
trapped to do nothing,
but what I'm told.

in this reality i live,
in this mental state I'm trapped,
in a loss i am,
for i set free my only mind.

under circumstances that hurt,
it hurt more to keep,
so i let my mind go,
and it hurts even yet.

she stays,
she goes,
shes never leaving,
but shes no longer mine to control.

i set her free,
i lost my life,
i lost my mind,
but i am happy.

i gave her what she wanted,
i let her roam as she pleases,
i am not going to stand in her way,
because i love her so much.

she is all i have,
she is all i am,
she is my goddess,
yet i leave her free.

in the time we were together,
i kept her to myself,
now i try something new,
i leave her to do as she wants.

i love her to much to put her in my situation,
i love her to much to not let her experience life,
i gave her all my love to be mine,
but i couldn't keep her alone...

she wanted more,
but i couldn't have it,
i held her and kept her,
all to my lonesome...

i gave her up,
she can do as she pleases,
she is my fiance,
she is my mind.