Torn

CAN YOU BELIEVE ALL THE THINGS THAT I DID
WASTED MY WISHES ON FEELINGS YOU HID;
I SURRENDERED MY ALL- UNHESITANTLY
YET, ALL YOU WOULD TAKE WAS MY JOY FROM ME;

I MADE YOU MY MUSE, I GAVE YOU MY HEART
SO WERE YOU PRETENDING, RIGHT FROM THE START?
I SPOKE OF YOUR LOVE AND WORSHIPPED YOUR EYES
STILL YOU STEPPED ON MY HEART, WHEN THE CHANCE ARISED

I PLANNED FOR THE FUTURE- WE'D MARRY AT LAST
THOUGHT I'D EVADED THE GHOST OF MY PAST;
WAS BLIND TO YOUR FLAWS, YOU WERE PERFECT TO ME
HOW COULD I HAVE EXPECTED- WHAT I COULDN'T SEE?

YOU SPOKE OF MANY THINGS, HOW YOU LOVED ME AND CARED
GUESS YOU WERE JUST SAYING WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR;
YOU PROMISED ME ONCE 'I'LL NEVER QUIT YOU', YOU SAID
NOW I SEARCH FOR YOUR LIGHT 'CAUSE THERE'S DARKNESS AHEAD;

YOU PUNCTURED MY HEART AND WATCHED AS IT BLED
'I KNOW IT SOUNDS HARSH' BUT I WISH YOU WERE DEAD;
YOU UN-BROKE MY HEART JUST TO BREAK IT AGAIN
I GUESS YOU FOUND COMFORT IN CAUSING ME PAIN;

AFTER ALL YOU HAVE SAID, HOW COULD WE BE FRIENDS?
IT WILL BE TOO SOON IF I DON'T SEE YOU AGAIN;
I UNSELFISHLY GAVE- ONLY HEARTACHE I FOUND
THOUGH I SHALL REST TONIGHT- 'CAUSE WHAT GOES AROUND......