Seven Years old

I was only seven years old
A small and little soul
When he pinned me down and took my youth away
I learned by then not to cry
I learned that night my mother was not on my side
Something that should have been mine to give away
She traded for her safety that one dark night
You think you are safe when you are in bed
Snuggled deep under the covers well your mother sleeps next door
But I found out with all the pain
But my mother only had me for her personal gain
She used me to safe herself
She gave me to him and told me to shut my mouth
I don't know how it could have been worse then that
To know my mother traded me as her husbands sex toy
Or that her husband took my youth only when I was seven years old.
I was only seven years old
A small and little soul
When my mother woke me to what the world had in store