My mother was OK with it,
my father didn't even care,
it was his
No one knew
I had a child
but in this eyes
I saw disappointment:
[[ How could I,
just I,
have a baby ]]
I can hear it speaking; my mine,
my little Jack:
"I live no longer to shame, nor me nor you"
stop judging me for what I have done
I never judged him for reaping
I never cared about him doing
Life brings its events
[[ Just close your eyes
and it will be soon over ]]
I could take care of a baby
I could take care of the judging minds
I couldn't take care of my fathers disappointment
I couldn't take care of the shame
My shameless life ended
With the having of my fathers child
Author notes
watching some programm about having your daddies baby. ehh.. 3 days ago. So wrote this,
I havent had a baby, haven't had abortion. Good lord I don't, hoping it will never happen.
anyways!
edit: I just found out this was an adult piece, which I found funny, because I'm not 15 myself yet .. anyways! I'm sorry, all under-15-aged, you can comment me anyways (by IM), I'll react
Written September 6th, 2006
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these girls on TV they just had the child (and in 2 chases the mother knew dammit!
).
I don't think I'd kill myself .. I'd run away or anything not stay with him..
~Omichi -
that's gross... if my dad ever got me pregnant, i'd kill myself, but i'd kill my dad first for having sex with me in the first place.
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