listen

listen..listen..listen...
cause i got somethin to say
actually too much-
->it's a shame that my tongues in the way
but hey
maybe it's good
some things aren't meant to be told
they could have me sent to the whole with
a cent-ry to mold
so here's the filtered version
smoother when you breath in
close your eyes
take it in
time for me to begin
lately i've been thinkin
and the devils got my mind runnin
on this chase
i see his face
and i find somethin
he's so weak, with this pitiful look that says 'my feet hurt'
even with his frailty so much of us are weaker
in batches we disperse the world falling into simple traps
in this we resemble rats
disgusting, how we fail
coming down the trail
wihout fears or thoughts repenting
giving into every, single, little thing that's tempting
i'm in this too, i've failed many tests, i'm flunking life
but i could turn it around - it's time that i do something right
no more bumping white, my girl, no more hittin jane
they seem so sweet, but bring me down
i need some different dames
o fuck man, this shit's the same
that every week ramblin
all my thoughts be out of pocket, dawg my mind's scramblin
lemme stop this
o no, lemme stop that
i have plenty of good morals, but they always tucked back
and it's really such crap, how i'm two faced like coins
you can pull me, u can push me, man i'm similar to groins
so listen... i need some one who can let me be me
who can see my every depth like my soul in 3-D
...who can let me be me and release me from my shell
please some1 take me outta this hell...
for i send myself to another one
how can lith be his mothers son?
she tried to nurture his strengths but now he's just another bum
let her down, let myself down, but who can bring me up?
...it has to be God but, i can't feel him when my fingers tucked
in between
interlaced
headed to my inner place
as i lay me down to sleep
and before my dinners grace
staring at my dinner plate, playin with my fork and knife
hopin that he'll send me a sign
...that will change my life
...or maybe it's too late
...and i've already paid the price