2nd letter of L.O.V.E.

I sit here in class thinking about you every second. Pictures of you and memories of us play trhough my head as much as a baby plays with his/her rattle. As I watch our special moments, my nose flairs and my eyes begin to fill with liquid/tears. Now and then I can't help but let one fall, splashing our memorified tears upon my school desk. Everyone thinks I'm fine , but I hide all emotions, leaving me concealed and bottled up ready to burst.. Even then, when I am holding it in, I still leak from my pale eye lids from the empty pit in my chest I get when you're away. I wish you were here....I wish people would just understand, age is only a number, and kids can fall in love..If I could I'd boast around showing the world how much I love you, but the world isn't always fair to you.. It can rip up everything you are or everything you love and leave you in a shread of shattered thauhts..It hurts to be judged by everyone, getting a goodbye before a hello, but honey, you were the one person to never judge me, you were the one to show me love..(REAL LOVE.)Love that made us both crazy, happy, and excited to see what would come next. You've given me the most happy moments in my life..but that is not all..You gave me my heart, and put the beat into it with your harmonic voice. I could sit there looking at you forever, thumbing through your hair and looking into those swirled brown eyes.You're the most gorgiful person in the whole world..The only girl in my world...Without being able to be with you all the time, I feel imprisonned in my own life, and the shakels around my wrists aren't coming off for a couple of (years.) I cannot wait to have you in my arms again...Have you by my side...Know I'll wait forever baby, I love you,



Lots of love, forever and for always,

NIKOLAS