my wishes of sleep
beset filled with needs
unimpaired
{with teeth}
"don't go asking for this self slaughter"
the warned us
contort us
(distortion)
the worst thing
it's screaming
relieving
[yet eire]
you tell your self
{i'm dreaming} i can't die {they need me}
it's coming
[i promise]
the instant homicide
of tomorrow
[i'm crazy]
"won't you please believe me?"
i'm pleading
{not guilty}
retreating
(regretting my actions)
dying infractions
anesthetic studded contractions
pathetic
this is a hold up
a set up
"whats that"
forget it
[i'm joking]
"but mommy i don't get it"
fuck for innocence we long just to exist
our last will and testament
with no shame left
smiles smashed to pieces
to achieve
what you will always know you need
expression
depression
kiss goodbye the tension the sickening obsession
the blessings
the gifts and the presents
the pressure
forgiven
forever.
Author notes
when i wrote this 3 monthes ago i didn't realy understand what the meaning behind this was, but when i read it now i understand what i was saying.
Written August 23rd, 2006
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thanx, i'm sorry ur fucked up. i love you and i'm here for you, even if i am a bit blunt.
~raven
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i love you. that's all that i can/need to/will say.
get over it
i've been too fucked up too even think of a comment for a poem i have already read. but you already know what i think, how i feel and my thoughts and whatever on this are..
=/
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