I'm crying wolf,
But it's ok that you're not listening.
I don't even believe me.
Not most of the time.
Sometimes I say hello
And I don't remember my name.
I've had so many before.
I look down, shutter my gaze.
There you are, in my mind-
it's a miracle, it's a constant
meet your eyes and run away.
Because you knew
Or I thought you did.
And I broke your heart.
I'm crying wolf,
But it's ok that you're not listening.
I don't even believe me.
Not most of the time.
Sometimes I say goodbye
With no intention of leaving.
I've only got this one chance-
I look up, fishscales falling.
There you are, in my mind-
it's a miracle, it's a constant
Look away and try to grasp.
Because I didn't know
But you thought I did.
And you broke my heart.
I'm crying wolf,
but it's ok that you're not listening.
I don't even believe me.
Not most of the time.
Maybe goodbye and hello
are all the same thing,
and it doesn't matter who I might be.
Maybe the world's just a muddle,
God's little pet puddle
and it doesn't matter what was , we'll see.
I know it's too late.
I know that I'm wrong.
But I'll still call out.
Cuz this time..
this time...
I'm crying wolf
and maybe you
maybe you'll come for me.
Author notes
because I'm still hung up, half a year later
Written August 21st, 2006
