I fell

I fell.

Not once,
Not twice,
Three fucking times.
I fell
And I smashed..
My heart shattered into a
b.a.j.i.l.l.i.o.n
Little pieces
Shards of love..
Thrown in the gutter.

I fell.

I did not recover as quickly.
It took me 3 months before.
It’s now barely been 2..

He’s the only reason I cry.
He’s my last thought before I sleep.
His words still emanate
Forever echoing in the chasms of my heart chamber,
The heart he mended more than once,
Just by my knowledge of his existence…

I fell.

But this time
He pushed me.
And I fell.

When I fall,
I fall HARD

And baby,

...I just hit the ground...

Author notes

Bajillion makes it obvious who this is about.. And I stole the ending because it just fits.. from a poem by Silver Stallion.
Written August 18th, 2006