Littered with Lies

following consultation with my therapist it was determined that the event that triggered my overriding desire to consume cannabis was indeed as I has suspected… waking up


and where was i...? listening to Vaccine in some basement where the walls vibrate
and i was brought here by the reason that this comes so late.
I've been an idiot and its way to late... avoid the mainline by the flesh tones of the circuit to which i subjigate...
once i encountered purity in Cristal un encased in glass
described by Aristotle as the highest class of friendship
deep understanding forged in place by grass and finite understanding of the hourglass
i came to love this brother more than almost any lass
yet clearly for both our growth I've had to let this pass

I've come to now believe in scripture...
and many things to which I've hither to dismissed
an fantasy... the jaundice from their fake reality
but now i think i have a soul... and I'm far from my ultimate goal...
this is a gift i have been given...
and one that will enrich my children.
came from a close enlightened kinsman
kinder than an honest Cristian
one fully on a mighty mission
and one that's been hard earned, not given..

and yet I am Judas possibly
cant tell if it was him who thought this or me
all mouth and not the guts to sit in
motivated by a deep desire to fit in
yet lacking in fibre and firm decision

wont make a schism
wont contribute to overthrow the force I've grown to respect
as I've known just how much he's given up... the opportunities to be corrupt....
and just how pure his spirit is... even down to honouring my kids... what part of honour isn't his...
isn't worth a pot of piss... + i wont give praise that isn't his...

I'm glad to say that I have encountered
Nottingham's most enlightened ounces
an antidote to all our cancers
prepared to take those _scary chances

respect
was what i meant to say -
to Steve Green
whom i'll always call my mate..


from tj still canning green.. at toking.com