Your Blind Eyes

You grew blind
couldn't see my sparkle
and how I shine
camouflaged in this blackness
your decision so tactless
buried and lost
in your heart's vastness
overlooked and undersold
your abuse has
grown so old
leaving me in the cold
you didn't care if I died
laughing while I cried
every day that past by
you left me
when I needed you the most
your cockiness
way too bold
your moves too confident
left alone
when daddy knows best
disowned and sold
there's nothing left
the truth is known
you can't pretend
wearing my heart
on your sleeve
like it's your own
never reaping
what is sewn
your blind eyes
don't see me
for who I really am
i tried to be a true friend
I love you
but you are to blind to see
she isn't me
she'll never be
do you think of me
when she moans?
do you wish she was me
when you are alone?
Remember
how I feel
pinch yourself
it's the real deal
your head between my legs
my legs pressed together
on your face
wrapping your arms around my waist
Do you miss my kiss
and how I taste?
These moments were never
a waste of time
Our bodies
in ecstacy
Oh, the love you left behind!
You are still
so intertwined in my mind
I love you the best
You'll see in time
you are in my thoughts
constantly
but right now you are
too blind to see
Your broken promises
shattered my dreams
nothing is ever
as it seems
you never even really tried
you lied and lied
about the love you felt for me
even if I sacrifice my life
nothing will ever make you see
I can't get over you
while your over me
imagine if the shoe was
on the other foot
but at the truth you refuse to look
or see
why are you so
cold to me?
My heart you have took
I'll only have you
in my dreams
Why are you so very mean?
Is it really
what it seems?
My heart is
locked up in chains
and you've got the key
Why didn't you ever
try to be the one I need?
All I want
is just your love and time
But you tease and flaunt
with this heart of mine
I wish on a falling star
that fate will lead you
down my path
may bey you'll come back in time
But by then I'll probably laugh
because I will no longer
have you on my mind
I would give you
the best years of my life
making such a perfect wife
But you seek
what doesn't need to be sought
fighting a battle
that doesn't need to be fought
the one who truly loves you
you despise
you can't see me
or the truth
with your blind eyes.