HELP!!
I need someone, anyone!
My urge has returned
And stronger then before
I can't take it anymore
I feel the need to cut
I haven't for 10 days!
And for me that's too long
Too long not to see the blood
Too long not to feel the sting
I just want to break down and cry
But yet I tear won't fall
Someone hear my crying call
Save me!
Save me from myself
Before I take that new razor
Off of that shelf
And get sent away
Not to see another happy day
To a place where I'll go insane
Where they think I'm mess up in the brain
I don't know how much longer I will last
Please someone help me and fast!
I can feel it way deep down
And soon upon his face
Will be a frown
And he'll do what he said
And for that I'm scared
But I have something to tell you hunny
I don't think from this cutting
I'll ever be cured
And you can't change who I'm destine to be
You can't tame the cutter inside of me
So if I do give in tonight
Send me away, if you think I'll be alright
But to break it to you, I never will be
Depression has finally consumed me
Blood may fall tonight
I really did put up a fight
But please don't shed one tear
For my life you need not fear
I'm saying sorry ahead of time
Because I have it set in my mind
I can't control it anymore
I'm sorry but blood must hit the floor
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Written August 13th, 2006
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I no wat your going through i have just done this! if you want to bad enough the people around you shoud exept it. great job it sounds really good!
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mikes right. i know how hard it is too. and it seems like things will be better if u do it. hunny it wont. things will pile and worsen with every cut.plz take that in to consiteration. your a great person and your better than the blade. your loved no matter what you think. plz be carefull
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"from the heart"
hay... its alright... don't blame yourself for what you cannot stop. i know that there is darkness in most of our lives but we shine through you know.
10 days... i'm amazed. you were brave to fight the want to cut again. ...A simple red induced euphoria....
we all have things we regret but in time we can change.
this is not just a change this is a transformation, you are slowly turning in to the magnificent person you can be
my wings have been clipped...
but your's have not
Cypher -
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hey if you ever need someone to talk to im all ears... i know how things get stressful in the withdraral symptoms... you may need the razor but dont taste the blade... i really, really dont want to not hear from you again... your an awsome person, and i regard you as a close friend...
im not going to comment on the poem it hit pretty hard but im not a talent scout but hey... dont do anything youll regret half way through ^_^
your friend and always
mike -
Wow I know this urge and it kills you inside. It rips you apart till you finally take the blade, or razor and run it across your skin just to see the slightest bit of blood. Just to feel the slightest bit of release. Most of the time we give in and we think its ok one day it will end but as you said "But to break it to you, I never will be" because even if we do stop we'll always have the scars and the memories.
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