Constant Connection

When i look in the mirror its always what i see
No matter where im looking somehow it gets to me
Sometimes i think my mind is playing tricks
Then i look away and theres like a a wall made of firm bricks

The things i see are never the same
Like fragments of a secret pieced together like a game
It seems the spirits are calling
Every time i think im close i always end up falling

The dark and gloomy fall seems it will never end
And then at that moment i go around yet another bend
Things seem to take a sudden turn
And then i just keep wanting to make myself learn

When i learn something new that may be important it is deleted
Now i know this journey will never be completed
As of now i scream out loud
Nevermind the covnant i vowed

I sit here and cry with blood stained tears
Just watching the people who don't care aim their leers
Walking on water as if to fly
Right now i would rather lie down and die

Its over and the faces and shadows are gone
But still they haunt me till the break of dawn
Again and again the faces turn
And i relize there was never anything to learn